title: The female partners' experiences of intimate relationship after a first myocardial infarction.
abstract: OBJECTIVE
  This study aimed to explore and describe women's experience of intimate relationships in connection to and after their partner's first myocardial infarction.
  
  
  BACKGROUND
  Support from partners is important for recovery, but little is known about partners' experience of intimate relationships after myocardial infarction.
  
  
  METHODS
  The study used an explorative, qualitative design.
  
  
  METHODS
  The first author interviewed 20 women having a partner who had suffered a first myocardial infarction during the preceding year. Qualitative content analysis was used to analyse the data.
  
  
  RESULTS
  Three themes emerged: 'limited life space', 'sense of life lost' and 'another dimension of life'. The women described how their self-assumed responsibility led to a more stifling and limited life. Their sense of life lost was described in terms of deficits and feeling the loss. The women also described experiencing another dimension of life characterised by three subthemes: 'uncertainty of life', 'certain of relationship' and 'share life more'.
  
  
  CONCLUSIONS
  The partners' myocardial infarction had an impact on the interviewees' intimate relationships; they suffered a major loss and missed their 'former' partner, both emotionally and sexually. They struggled with the new asymmetry in their intimate relationship and felt compelled to adapt to their partners' lack of sexual desire or function. Also, their partner controlled them, which lead towards a stifling, more limited life space.
  
  
  CONCLUSIONS
  Caregivers in hospital and primary care settings could apply the findings in their efforts to help couples recover or maintain intimate relationships following myocardial infarction.
authors.affiliation: Department of Cardiology, Örebro University Hospital, School of Health and Medical Sciences, Örebro University and Centre for Health Care Sciences, Örebro County Council, Örebro, Sweden. eva.arenhall@orebroll.se
authors.forename: Eva
authors.initials: E
authors.lastname: Arenhall
authors.forename: Marja-Leena
authors.initials: ML
authors.lastname: Kristofferzon
authors.forename: Bengt
authors.initials: B
authors.lastname: Fridlund
authors.forename: Ulrica
authors.initials: U
authors.lastname: Nilsson
mesh_terms: D005260:Female; D006801:Humans; D008297:Male; D009203:Myocardial Infarction / Q000503:physiopathology*; D012747:Sexual Partners