title: Exploring the experience of hallucinations from a perspective of self: surviving and persevering.
abstract: BACKGROUND
  Despite improved treatment, little is understood about how clients view their hallucinations from a perspective of self, and few studies address the meaning of hallucinations or the relationship of hallucinations to the individual sense of being.
  
  
  OBJECTIVE
  To understand hallucinations from an individual perspective of self.
  
  
  METHODS
  Heideggerian and hermeneutics-guided thematic analysis. Twelve individuals described their experiences of hallucinations. All interviews were recorded (with consent) and transcribed verbatim.
  
  
  RESULTS
  Four themes described surviving and persevering: (a) Are they who they are? (b) a not-so-certain life; (c) finding strength in the broken places; and (d) I am still me. Although experiencing hallucinations was analogous to living with loss, participants recalled hallucinations as providing something positive in how they cared for and related to others.
  
  
  CONCLUSIONS
  Practitioners can incorporate a language of caring that meets the needs of their clients, rather than the language of empowerment, which proved overwhelming for participants already overwhelmed by the "business of getting better." J Am Psychiatr Nurses Assoc, 2008; 14(5), 353-362.
authors.affiliation: University of North Carolina Wilmington, Wilmington, NC, jarosinskij@uncw.edu.
authors.forename: Judith M
authors.initials: JM
authors.lastname: Jarosinski