title: Being a parent of a child with cancer throughout the end-of-life course.
abstract: OBJECTIVE
  To elucidate parents' experiences when caring at home for their child with incurable cancer and to show how parents give meaning to their experiences throughout the end-of-life (EOL) phase.
  
  
  METHODS
  Interpretative qualitative study.
  
  
  METHODS
  Five academic pediatric oncology centers.
  
  
  METHODS
  42 parents of 22 children with incurable cancer, cared for at home.
  
  
  METHODS
  An inductive thematic analysis of single and repeated open interviews using phenomenological techniques.
  
  
  RESULTS
  Four EOL stages were identified: becoming aware of the inevitable death, making the child's life enjoyable, managing the change for the worse, and being with the dying child. The essence of parenting during those stages was captured by the notion of being meaningful to the child and preserving the parent-child relationship. Parents were able to cope better with the EOL phase and to sustain their parenting role because of their ability to postpone grief, enjoy their child's expressions of happiness, see the child's identity despite physical impairment, and enjoy the rewards they experienced from being there for their child.
  
  
  CONCLUSIONS
  Parenting while losing a child brings parents to the point of an existential crisis. The child's deterioration forces parents to redefine their traditional parenting role. Although the way parents give meaning to their caregiving experience helps them cope, it can decrease their ability to acknowledge the child's needs.
  
  
  CONCLUSIONS
  Nurses can help parents to face the reality of their child's situation and redefine their role accordingly, such as by providing information and alternative perceptions that fit the child's changed needs while preserving the parent-child relationship. Attention to signals indicating stress disorders is needed.
authors.affiliation: Department of Nursing Science, Julius Centre for Health Sciences and Primary Care, University Medical Centre of Utrecht, The Netherlands. m.c.kars@umcutrecht.nl
authors.forename: Marijke C
authors.initials: MC
authors.lastname: Kars
authors.forename: Mieke H F
authors.initials: MH
authors.lastname: Grypdonck
authors.forename: Johannes J M
authors.initials: JJ
authors.lastname: van Delden
mesh_terms: D000223:Adaptation, Psychological; D000293:Adolescent; D000328:Adult; D002648:Child; D002675:Child, Preschool; D005260:Female; D006701:Home Nursing / Q000523:psychology; D006801:Humans; D007223:Infant; D008297:Male; D009369:Neoplasms / Q000523:psychology* / Q000628:therapy; D010287:Parent-Child Relations; D016487:Parenting / Q000523:psychology; D010290:Parents / Q000523:psychology*; D036301:Qualitative Research; D013315:Stress, Psychological; D013727:Terminal Care / Q000523:psychology*