title: Integration of sexual trauma in a religious narrative: transformation, resolution and growth among contemplative nuns.
abstract: The psychological consequences of sexual abuse are generally serious and enduring, particularly when the perpetrator is known and trusted by the survivor. This paper explores the experiences of five contemplative nuns who were sexually abused by priests and the spiritual journeys that followed. In the context of an ethnographic study of contemplative practice, participant observation and in-depth interviews were used to examine the ways that the nuns sought to make sense of their experiences through a long process of solitary introspection. The pursuit of meaning was shaped by religious beliefs relating to forgiveness, sacrifice, and salvation. Thus, trauma was transformed into a symbolic religious narrative that shaped their sense of identity. They were able to restructure core beliefs and to manage their current relationships with priests more securely. They described regaining their spiritual well-being in ways that suggest a form of posttraumatic spiritual growth. We conclude by discussing the findings in the light of the existing literature on the interaction of trauma and spirituality.
authors.affiliation: Department of Mental Health Sciences, University College London, UK. duravila@doctors.org.uk
authors.forename: Glòria
authors.initials: G
authors.lastname: Durà-Vilà
authors.forename: Roland
authors.initials: R
authors.lastname: Littlewood
authors.forename: Gerard
authors.initials: G
authors.lastname: Leavey
mesh_terms: D000223:Adaptation, Psychological; D000328:Adult; D000884:Anthropology, Cultural; D002410:Catholicism / Q000523:psychology*; D002977:Clergy / Q000523:psychology*; D019548:Crime Victims / Q000523:psychology*; D005260:Female; D006801:Humans; D008875:Middle Aged; D033262:Narration; D036301:Qualitative Research; D012069:Religion and Psychology; D012742:Sex Offenses / Q000523:psychology*; D013030:Spain; D029181:Spirituality; D035502:Trust / Q000523:psychology; D055815:Young Adult