title: The paradox of dementia: Changes in assimilation after receiving a diagnosis of dementia.
abstract: This qualitative study used semi-structured interviews to explore how six people talked about their difficulties before and after a dementia diagnosis. Participants' accounts of their memory problems were analysed in terms of the verbal Markers of Assimilation of Problematic Voices Scale. This analysis indicated that after diagnosis some participants were able to integrate aspects of their illness that had previously been too painful, and which had been warded off. The process by which individuals were able to integrate a dementia diagnosis into their sense of self-involved stepping in and out of awareness, with both acceptance and denial featuring in their accounts as they approached and then retreated from addressing the diagnosis. In contrast, other participants resisted moving towards explicitly acknowledging their dementia but were instead able to express concerns about what this movement would entail, for instance voicing their fears that it would mean that they had surrendered. Social support seems to have been crucial in enabling participants to sustain a positive sense of self in the face of this adjustment.
authors.affiliation: College of Life and Environmental Sciences, Exeter University, UK emmalishman@hotmail.co.uk.
authors.forename: Emma
authors.initials: E
authors.lastname: Lishman
authors.affiliation: Mental Health Sciences Group, Department of Health and Social Sciences, University of the West of England, UK.
authors.forename: Richard
authors.initials: R
authors.lastname: Cheston
authors.affiliation: College of Life and Environmental Sciences, Exeter University, UK.
authors.forename: Janet
authors.initials: J
authors.lastname: Smithson
mesh_terms: D000223:Adaptation, Psychological; D000368:Aged; D000544:Alzheimer Disease / Q000523:psychology*; D001364:Awareness; D005260:Female; D006801:Humans; D007407:Interviews as Topic; D008297:Male; D008569:Memory Disorders / Q000523:psychology; D008875:Middle Aged; D036301:Qualitative Research; D012944:Social Support
keywords: Alzheimer’s disease; ambivalence; assimilation; dementia; insight; self