title: "Pensando mucho" ("thinking too much"): embodied distress among grandmothers in Nicaraguan transnational families.
abstract: In this paper, I describe an embodied form of emotional distress expressed by Nicaraguan grandmothers caring for children of migrant mothers, "pensando mucho" ("thinking too much"). I draw on ethnographic fieldwork and semi-structured exploratory interviews about pensando mucho conducted with grandmother heads-of-household to show the cultural significance of this complaint within the context of women's social roles as caregivers in transnational families. Adopting an interpretive and meaning-centered approach, I analyze the cultural significance of pensando mucho as expressed through women's narratives about the impacts of mother outmigration on their personal and family lives. I show how women use pensando mucho to express the moral ambivalence of economic remittances and the uncertainty surrounding migration, particularly given cultural values for "unity" and "solidarity" in Nicaraguan family life. I also discuss the relationship between pensando mucho and dolor de cerebro ("brainache") as a way of documenting the relationship between body/mind, emotional distress, and somatic suffering. The findings presented here suggest that further research on "thinking too much" is needed to assess whether this idiom is used by women of the grandmother generation in other cultural contexts to express embodied distress in relation to broader social transformations.
authors: Department of International Studies, University of Oregon, Eugene, OR, USA, keyarris@uoregon.edu.
authors: Kristin Elizabeth
authors: KE
authors: Yarris
mesh_terms: D001007:Anxiety / Q000208:ethnology; D003863:Depression / Q000208:ethnology; D005190:Family / Q000208:ethnology*; D005260:Female; D006801:Humans; D008875:Middle Aged; D033262:Narration; D009527:Nicaragua / Q000208:ethnology; D010146:Pain / Q000208:ethnology; D007319:Sleep Initiation and Maintenance Disorders / Q000208:ethnology; D013315:Stress, Psychological / Q000208:ethnology* / Q000503:physiopathology; D014171:Transients and Migrants / Q000523:psychology*