title: "I need to terminate this pregnancy even if it will take my life": a qualitative study of the effect of being denied legal abortion on women's lives in Nepal.
abstract: BACKGROUND
  Although abortion was legalized in Nepal in 2002, many women are not able to obtain legal services. Using qualitative data from women who were denied legal abortion services, we examined reasons for seeking an abortion, options considered and pursued after being denied an abortion, reasons for delaying seeking care, as well as complications experienced among women who were denied legal abortion.
  
  
  METHODS
  After obtaining authorization from two health facilities in Nepal, we requested informed consent from all women who were seeking abortion services to complete a case report form to determine their eligibility for the study. We then recruited all eligible and interested women in to the study. Two months after recruitment, we conducted in-depth interviews with 25 women who were denied abortion services from the two recruitment facilities due to advanced gestational age (>12 weeks). Interviews were translated and transcribed, and the transcripts were analyzed through an iterative process grounded in thematic analysis, involving both a priori and emergent codes.
  
  
  RESULTS
  Eleven women were recruited from the government hospital and 14 from an NGO facility. The majority of women (15 women or 60 %) were living rural settings, ranged in age from 18 to 40 years and had an average of 2 children. None had completed any post-secondary education. Women most commonly cited financial concerns and health concerns as reasons for seeking termination. Not recognizing pregnancy, uncertainty about how to proceed, needing time to coordinate the trip to the facility or raise money, and waiting to know the sex of fetus were the commonly cited delays. Among the women interviewed, 12 decided to continue their pregnancies following denial, 12 terminated their pregnancies elsewhere, and one self-induced using medication. At least two women experienced significant complications after obtaining an abortion. Most women who continued their pregnancies anticipated negative consequences for their health, family relationships, and wellbeing.
  
  
  CONCLUSIONS
  Barriers to seeking early abortion need to be addressed in order to reduce utilization of abortion services that may be unsafe and to improve women's health and wellbeing in Nepal.
authors.affiliation: Center for Research on Environment Health and Population Activities (CREHPA), Kathmandu, Nepal. mahesh@crehpa.org.np.
authors.forename: Mahesh
authors.initials: M
authors.lastname: Puri
authors.affiliation: Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health, University of California, San Francisco 1330 Broadway, Oakland, CA, 94612, USA. divya.vohra@gmail.com.
authors.forename: Divya
authors.initials: D
authors.lastname: Vohra
authors.affiliation: Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health, University of California, San Francisco 1330 Broadway, Oakland, CA, 94612, USA. cgerdts@ibisreproductivehealth.org.
authors.forename: Caitlin
authors.initials: C
authors.lastname: Gerdts
authors.affiliation: Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health, University of California, San Francisco 1330 Broadway, Oakland, CA, 94612, USA. diana.greenefoster@ucsf.edu.
authors.forename: Diana Greene
authors.initials: DG
authors.lastname: Foster
mesh_terms: D000028:Abortion, Induced / Q000523:psychology / Q000706:statistics & numerical data*; D000029:Abortion, Legal / Q000523:psychology / Q000706:statistics & numerical data; D000293:Adolescent; D000328:Adult; D005260:Female; D006297:Health Services Accessibility; D006801:Humans; D008875:Middle Aged; D009390:Nepal; D011247:Pregnancy; D011275:Pregnancy, Unwanted / Q000523:psychology; D036301:Qualitative Research