title: "I provide the pleasure, I control it": sexual pleasure and "bottom" identity constructs amongst gay youth in a Stepping Stones workshop.
abstract: This paper explores the meanings attached to gay sexuality through the self-labelling practices of a group of young gay-identified students in focus group and individual interviews in Johannesburg, South Africa. These meanings include constructs of the dynamics surrounding safe sex negotiation and risk related to "top-bottom" subject positioning as well as the erotics of power and desire that are imbued in these practices and positioning. Using performativity theory as a theoretical tool of analysis, I argue that constructs of "top-bottom" subjectivities can be seen to meet certain erotic needs for LGBTI youth, including reasons related to physical safety for LGBTI people living in dangerous spaces. The performance of "bottom" identities in sexual intimacy and behaviour is further deployed in the expression and performance of power that the participants construct as erotic. The implications for sexual health intervention include understanding the gendered performance influences of sexual behaviour including safe sex, exploring creative ways that practices of sexual health can be engaged with this population group in a way that accommodates the erotic pleasure interfaced with sexual identity identifications and performances of "bottom" identities.
authors.affiliation: Senior Lecturer, Department of Psychology, University of the Witwatersrand, South Africa. Electronic address: Peace.Kiguwa@wits.ac.za.
authors.forename: Peace
authors.initials: P
authors.lastname: Kiguwa
mesh_terms: D000293:Adolescent; D000328:Adult; D018451:Homosexuality, Male / Q000523:psychology*; D006801:Humans; D008297:Male; D057181:Pleasure; D011209:Power, Psychological; D021841:Safe Sex; D012725:Sexual Behavior / Q000523:psychology*; D013019:South Africa / Q000453:epidemiology; D055815:Young Adult
keywords: South Africa; gay youth; pleasure; safety; sexual scripts